August 26th, 2005

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August 24th, 2005

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July 26th, 2005

12:05 am tonight was fun...though im still sore from the lake yesterday in which i almost killed my moms friend while we were riding wave runners....oops me and gia watched the season premier of laguna beach which was awesome cause i have been waiting for that for like a year i swear...and though i thought i really wasnt going to like it i was on the edge of the bed the whole time. after that me and gia went for a drive and talked and talked and talked it was nice... on a bad note i got a fucking $80 PARKING TICKET!!!...infront of my house for no city sticker....i swear...so now i have two of those and i need to pay them off before my car gets towed or something so now its back on the street cause i couldnt get into the drive way but i put it in almost the same spot and the ticket is back on the window...i hope that works till tomorrow...IM FUCKED!!!! Current Mood: worried Current Music: Relient K

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July 20th, 2005

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July 5th, 2005

05:15 pm ok on a scale of 1-10 on the depression scale 10 being the highest and 1 obviously being the lowest i think im at about a 3 for the day. i really dont know why either? i think it might be that i had such an amazing weekend and i wish that for the last 22 years all weekends could have been like the one i just had. i LOVE all my friends and hope for the same. but today i am super bummed. i hope i snap out of it soon! cause its a stupid reason to be depressed. wtf depressed cause im happy...SHIT! Current Mood: confused Current Music: academy is...

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July 3rd, 2005

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June 27th, 2005

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June 26th, 2005

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June 24th, 2005

06:14 pm - its fuckin hot out yeah its been awhile since i last updated...oops work is actually getting better...i got a kick ass raise the other day, seems im well liked..haha no actually they finally realized that i get payed less then when i started was making $8.50 but got hired back like 2 years ago at $7.75. which i guess is wrong? so my new manager went through and put me back at $8.50 and then redid my raise from last year and then gave me my raise from this year which means that i now make a whopping $9.50! kinda nice! but of course no raise comes without its down sides...since this kid bravo that i hated left last week i got to take over his job which means im doing visuals for the store again. which means more hours and money money..wooo hooo. but no that means i have to get there at 6AM!!!! like 3 times a week to dress stupid models...fuck that! all in all i guess its more money im going to vegas again on labor day weekend!...one problem i have to find another guy to go with..no no no no...its a guys trip that my cousin set up and its only $350 a person for air and hotel but i need someone to share my room with so if anyone is interested give me a holler! i promise to offer an amazing time and i might even put out..oww oooowwww...j/k Current Mood: happy Current Music: BEP

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June 6th, 2005

02:06 am Cheers to not fitting in anymore....=( Current Mood: depressed Current Music: rise against

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June 4th, 2005

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May 28th, 2005

02:27 am - worry wart sometimes i wonder if its worth worrying as much as i do... i worry about myself ALL the time... i worry for my friends... because i worry i give myself horrible panic attacks and throw up... i worry to the point that i convince myself that thats how things are.... my worrying makes me not have any fun but i would rather be a worry wart and make sure my friends get home safe cause thats just the kind of guy that i am... but it effects other parts of my life which prevent me from having any fun at all...i need to stop...i need to find the cure....i cant take this anymore... i know i drive all you fuckin kids absolutly crazy with how i am and i love you all for dealing with me... thats all for now cause now im worried you have all started laughing and calling me a dork for posting this. Current Mood: worried Current Music: janet....what can i say im a loser

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May 20th, 2005

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May 15th, 2005

07:23 pm - Goal of the summer GOAL OF THE SUMMER!!!! After seeing that nasty picture of me i have decided to make this my goal of the summer!

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May 9th, 2005

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May 6th, 2005

10:09 pm so im just sitting here waiting for my cousin to call me when she gets off work and i thought why not post. these past few months have really shown me who my real true friends have been all along...i was invited to a bond fire the other night but was told that i needed to dress a lil more normal and put a hat on so my hair wouldnt look so wierd...perferably a knit one so it would cover my plugs....WTF?!?! i was like i would rather hang out with my real friends who dont give a fuck what i look like...so of course i was made to feel like the asshole...but im not letting it bring me down...im sorry i dont have time for fuckin ghetto ass people telling me im spoiled and that i need to change the person i am to fit in with their way of life...im sorry your parents dont help you out and that your life is so fuckin terrible compared to mine...FUCKIN DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!! im trying not to put anything negative in this post against myself cause at this moment i think im a fuckin rad person and its been awhile since i have felt that way...some people are mad at me but thats life...as long as im happy thats all i care about right now and if i can make other people happy then way to fuckin go jeff! my family doesnt really like to asociate themselves with me....it kinda makes me sad that when i go over there they dont even look at me half the time...im sorry there so fuckin perfect...but they try to make it all better by telling me its cause of how i was raised....FUCK YOU!!!....my mom loves me the way i am and raised me damn fine...just cause your fuckin kids have no mind of there own and there not doing shit and im gonna be a fuckin sombody doesnt mean you can bring me down. im sorry guys i just need to fuckin get this off my mind...but i love all you guys you keep me sane these days!...and i know none of you would judge me..i also want you to know that while writing this im not like mad or sad or angry....its just stuff that i think about that kinda bothers me...i dont like to be called a fishing luer as my uncle puts it. Current Mood: disappointed Current Music: motion city sountrack

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May 3rd, 2005

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May 1st, 2005

10:31 pm Just thought i would make you all a little jelous! Current Mood: happy Current Music: motion city soundtrack

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